I'm hanging onto my feelings, hanging on for all the wrong reasons
Holding onto everything you said would bring pain but never brought it our way
I'm hanging onto my feelings, still holding on under the nicotine
Holding onto everything you said would bring pain but never - oh why don't you
Make you yourself scarce, from all the things that you've seen
I could be by myself just to hear from you
I'm hanging onto my feelings, still holding through all the bad seasons
Holding onto everything you said would bring pain but never brought it our way
Still holding on, the dark season - still holding on, this is just a smoke screen
Make you yourself scarce, from all the things that you've seen
I could be by myself just to hear from you
Just to hear from you
Take it all away again - I could never find myself
I've got to find another way of being - get myself upon this life again
Make a stand, have I found a way
Have I found myself am I here today
Have I got myself in this bitter place
Where I cannot hear
Is there no escape
Take it for a minute - look for what they see
I've got a find a reason but that's alright my friend
I never knew about it, gasping in the end
I never had it all but oh they never take it all away