vssl - homesick Lyrics

I'm on the streets
I'm on a binge
Everything I do and everywhere I go
It seems I'm up to no good
I'm up to no good
I'm out of my mind
With lurking demons inside
And I don't know why for the first time
I got thoughts of committing suicide
But I ain't going out without a fight
These wicked dreams and dark desires
They manifest and they spread out like blazing wildfires, blazing wildfires

Oh, maybe I'm just homesick
Ooo, baby I am homesick
I'm so homesick, homesick

A ball and chain tied to my ankle
Weight of the world over my shoulder
You know I can't predict the weather
What can I do to make it better
I'm on my own away from home
And in my mind we still have fights
You're always right, nothing is good enough for you
Nothing is good enough for you
These lucid dreams they will transpire
They'll manifest into the ether
And form prima materia, prima materia

Ah, God no please
No, why
Oh, no
No, this can't be happening
Ahhh

On my hands and my knees
Please kill misery
Everything I did was just obscene
And everyone I met got no mercy
And everywhere I went just caused a scene
Too much to handle
Too hard to fathom
Everything I did was scattered and random
Head up in a whirl 'cos I felt abandoned
In the underworld I was a loose cannon

Dug a grave for myself with no resurrection
Born again without sin this is my redemption
It's the new millennium
Got no bad intentions
All eyes on me came back harder than Zeus' erection

I'll do whatever it takes to get back to you
I'll do whatever it takes to get back to you

Ooo, baby I am homesick
Ooo, baby I am home sick
I'm so, homesick