After the Brandi's Gone Video (MV)

I hate myself I'm always lying now
Tryna figure out how I do my dirt but without you finding out, damn
Ain't no rewinding now
Used to take you shopping but lately my card declining now
You say all you need is my time and its like I'm finding out
You was right and I was wrong tell me when can ride this out
Time to face the music ain't no hiding out
They ain't use to know who I was I guess they riding now
You there before they knew who I was but you ain't riding now
F*ck
Man here I go tell that truth again
Tryna keep myself composed but through this verse I'm losing it
Tears dropping on the page I know that you can feel the pain
Promise if you take me back I'll never do that shit again
Hindsight is 2020 and I ain't tryna lose again
My baby can't sleep at night and I'm out with those losers man
I swear that ain't right, I
Been tryna make it up it just might take my life, time
Promise I'll do better this ain't right
I, I momma I know
Meant to be together I feel that in my soul
I pray you know you mean more than that
Give it to me straight baby don't twist the soda cap
You gave me your heart wanna know where I hold it at
I won't give it back have mine take control of that
How could they all come before you
You shouldn't have to wait for them
You deserve me to adore you
I know that you deserve a lot more than another song
I promise you imma give it to you just hang along
Single handedly destroyed your faith and I know I'm wrong
And I know you strong, but in the situation you don't belong
You deserve somebody who gonna understand your worth
Someone who matches what you give, someone to match your work
Someone that knows that you ain't perfect but still they love your quirks
Not someone that do what they want and get love they don't deserve
Not someone that do what they want and get love they don't deserve
I don't want this shit any longer f*ck it I'm going home
I guess that this what it feel like after that brandy gone
Huh, I guess that this what it feel like after that brandy gone