Looking out among the smoke of little things they say aren't left
With a miniscule tiny minute fragment of affection she gave
Nodding my neck upwards to watch the crowds open up to exude
Out a force while it shines so bright it leaves heaven on quaaludes
Drawings written in ink, drawn by two broken hands I think
She's been trying to keep me down, holding me down but I wanna be free
Thinking about all forms of hurt she donated to this fund I made
Laying to waste all the things that meant anything in the burning shade
And she can do anything she wants, anything she feels to see if I care
Don'tchu know baby, I don't dig that, I don't care
I'm on my trail, back to her
Back to her
Back to her
Back to her
Looking out back at things in fate
Sold a little share and cleaned the slate
Looking out back at what's not there
Wheelin' her in if only she dare
Laughing into my broken mirror into what seems like almost 10 years
And that compounded with the fact that life doesn't stop for me and my tears
But I don't wanna be dragged through life she exclaimed with a stomach pain
Oh it's not true my sweet, little things mean you have much to gain
'N I'm walking around inside this house she's trapped me in today
But even in departure, somehow I guess I've been sent on my way
I'm on my trail, back to her
Back to her
Back to her
Looking out back at things in fate
Sold a little share and cleaned the slate
Looking out back at what's not there
Wheelin' her in if only she dare
Back to her
Back to her
Back to her
Hands in the air, eyes planted firmly toward the sun to sunrise
Looking for the love but I was left to fall to my demise
Like echoes I can hear in my sleep, even as I rest
Like the beat that's programmed that breaks my heart and bleeds my chest
And that motivates, make me wanna move down, right down to Boulder
Take a quick look at the djinn that's standing on my shoulder
But even all that, keeps me on my rail
I just wanna watch that path so will someone please put me on my trail
I'm on my trail, back to her
Back to her
Back to her
Back to her
Back to her
Back to her
Looking out back at things in fate
Sold a little share and cleaned the slate
Looking out back at what's not there
Wheelin' her in if only she dare
Back to her
Back to her
Back to her