I'm waking up late again
It's not the same as it was back then
I'm on the wrong side of the bed
And once again, you're in my head
I'm on the wrong side of the tracks
Seeing all the things I lack
All my good days slowly turning into bad
But I can't replace what I barely had
I'm falling back to consciousness
I ask myself, will it ever change
I'm falling back to consciousness
I'm struggling, will it all be the same
And in the darkness, I can see
The only role that's left for me
A tiny corner of the place I occupied
Leaving me broken deep inside
I'm falling back to consciousness
I ask myself, will it ever change
I'm falling back to consciousness
I'm struggling, will it all be the same
Hope one day I'll make it last
But I can't change how I feel
Was I the sacrificial lamb
For you to find something that's real
I'm falling back to consciousness
I ask myself, will it ever change
I'm falling back to consciousness
I'm struggling, will it all be the same
I'm falling back to consciousness
The dream won't last, but it hurts to watch it fade
I can't sleep, but I can't wake
I fall again but I can't stay
And in the end it'll always be this way