3045 Boom Bap Video (MV)

I can't feel I'm so numb
What's my deal I'm so dumb
Love and affection
I am a wreck and
I can only think about a better connection
I can't feel I'm so numb
What's my deal I'm so dumb
Love and affection
I am a wreck and
I can only think about a better connection

Need to talk to you about a little bit more
I can feel the vibe and I'm really not sure
Just what to say
I can't delay
Steady overthinking gotta find a better way
Can't let you know cause I feel like its better if I can just show you through intimate letters
I know that's the reason that we are together
So we can assist and just help on each other
But
I ain't use to shit like this
I swear to god I never spoke to anyone bout this
Feel like i'm worthless not a purpose on this earth though
I ain't suicide i'm just talking birth bro
Every time I'm closer to the goal that shit gets further out of reach
I go crazy when you speak bout other dudes round me
Steady thinking why the hell you even wanted me
Now I'm thinking how the hell it even got this deep cuz
For the longest I done lost emotion
Not emotionless but I would move without devotion
See this the stuff I said I didn't wanna speak about
It's hard to feel emotion when your body start to clear It out
The real reason I didn't want a relation
Is cause I'm evil as hell so I stayed in my isolation
What I would do is use a girl for one thing
You made me feel appreciated so I tried to do the same
By forcing myself to feel I think I'm going insane
And move on to the next like I'm hop scotching
You gave me feelings that i never ever felt before
When i said evil i meant cold hearted

I can't feel I'm so numb
What's my deal I'm so dumb
Love and affection
I am a wreck and
I can only think about a better connection
I can't feel I'm so numb
What's my deal I'm so dumb
Love and affection
I am a wreck and
I can only think about a better connection