Wallowing in my filth
Distractions from the guilt
Invalidated, degenerated
My sanity's eviscerated
Broken bones and bloody nose
Tied up and stripped and all alone
Abused and used, you start to die
Drifting off into the night
Symbolic of my own peril
Stuck inside the black
Immobilized without your crutches
Restrained and bound, placed in the ground
And every night I have to let this win
Gotta dig you up and take you for a spin
So many different ways to keep you warm inside
Never could have been this close if you were still alive