I'm burning through the pages of a dull and fragile book
Running out of time and searching for a hook
But now there is no driving force or reason to even try
I'm arrested by the reality of never knowing why
I'm laying wide awake as the hours pass me by
Essentially I'm sitting here just waiting to die
Free of all the pressure but it don't feel any better
Salivating happy thoughts while forcing down a lie
Take deep breath
Take time to accept
Time will carry on
And then we'll be gone
Cigarette burns to remind me
Brain damage to define me