Vânitas - Chaos Theory Lyrics

Was this all connected
A pattern so unpredictable
As I search for answers at the bottom of a barrel
I think that I'm too late this time
See rage it protects me
A spark soon burns out and then it's gone
As I watch it settle, all I'm left with is the silence
I know that I'm far too late this time
I've wasted so much time
Searching for signs that just weren't there
A broken connection until the signal disappears
Now I'm done assuming
That what you give is what you get
Let me float in this chaos
Let me close my eyes
I've felt this pressure many times before
Swirling on the inside
From this fear I can't hide
Chaos was this what I always deserved
This uncertainty slowly consumes me
This chaos consumes me
It intertwines
Forever I circle in motion
I redefine
This hope was all a lie
This pressure keeps building
This chaos- all consuming
I've felt this pressure many times before
Swirling on the inside
From this fear I can't hide
Chaos was this what I always deserved
This uncertainty slowly consumes me
And I'm sorry
I'm not who I was before
But please try to understand, that in the end
I have fought for freedom all my life
And I have failed
I'm done this time
Chaos intertwined
Chaos intertwined
Chaos intertwined
Chaos intertwined
I've felt this pressure many times before
Swirling on the inside
From this fear I can't hide
Chaos was this what I always deserved
This uncertainty slowly consumes me oh
I know that I'm far too late this time