Meds are supposed to kick in
There's ramen in the kitchen
Talking to myself once again, it feels like I don't fit in
Long road ahead of me, I don't know where I'm going
Mama told me I'll make her proud so I've been craftin tryna tune my sound
Everybody wanna vouch for me cuz they think they know the name
I've been trippin like Jason Witten but now I'm takin my aim
Got a pack of dogs with me, they keep me in my lane
Joke about their moms inappropriately and they take it all in vain
Weekend nights are the greatest
I'm always takin my flight test
Cleaning hoes up like a Dyson
Even if she ride like a bison, huh
Got some problems in my family, but I don't ever show it
That's why I rap I'm tryna bridge the gap, that's why I cannot blow it
I been plottin tryna figure my options, this is what I've chosen
Yet the people above me ask questions like what exactly is he proposing
D.A.R.E. warned us about these drugs, from heroin to weed
But D.A.R.E. forgot to mention caffeine and the healthcare industry
Advertising everywhere from clothing to your screen
We spend and buy and wonder why our pockets ain't filled with green
That's a little sad
I really feel bad for you society
I wish they would admire but that ain't who I turned out to be
Verse 3:
Younger me didn't get finding yourself and now my opinion adjusts,
Older me totally gets it and younger me never caught a buzz
Everyone so pathetic
Everyone kinda sadistic
Only a few people make depression artistic but we shouldn't pivot
I kinda want to live it
Knowing your fate would you do it differently
I'm twisted to say no
At least I still got my f*cking dignity
Bolder as I get bruised up and such
But I can't fight the poltergeist and I've just had enough
I paid the penalties priorly honestly
Now audio disturbances can turn my head to jelly
And fifth year is not an option
Trace McSorley
I slept poorly
Sleeping's not an option when you're plotting out your choices
I'm singing to myself like the voices in a chorus
And sometimes
Even that gets kind of boring
Picture this a kid who moves away and doesn't come back
And loses almost all of his contacts
Cuz we don't interact anymore
Cuz we ain't tagging pics no more