Vivid - Sun Gazing Lyrics

Gazing at the Sun
Flowers just for fun
Can't escape the pain
I just wanna run
Gazing at the Sun
Flowers just for fun
Can't escape the pain
Life has just begun

Life has just begun, yeah
Speaking isn't fun now
Now I got a lot to let go in the sun now
Let go in the Sun now
Let's go to the Sun now
Tell you 'bout the truth
I got a lot to prove
It starts with myself
See me looking for help
Looking for self
I've been looking for shelf
To put my feelings on the L train
I know I don't think the same
But it's just a part of me
Making me fall defeat
Thinking of all my dreams
Before I go I wanna see
The Sun

Just stay, gazing at the Sun
Flowers just for fun
Can't escape the pain
I just wanna run
Gazing at the Sun
Flowers just for fun
Can't escape the pain
Life has just begun

I've been Sun Gazing
Not hazy
Look

17 years, been seeing for four
I know I'm feeling less, but at least I know (no)
Looking for my height, but I just stare into the light
I'm seeing something bright to my left and my right
I know I want more, can't seize to explore
Journey to the center of my world
I just flow
Lake effect snow
Can't you see that I'm cold
Bundling up
I just go below zero
Got a monster in me, but I'm still the hero
Split personality that I can't handle
Listen to my voice and now hear the fear blow
Speak a different tongue, I love Greek, like gyros
That's what's keeping me alive, the Sun and the light
Otherwise, I'm numb and uptight
That's all right (no)
Keep it in the shadows, my face got sleight
I know I've been left behind, but I'm faced right
At night I just lay
Can't lay for too long
I might not stay
Can't stay for too long
Brace yourself
And find some space
So in the morning, you can go
Sit and gaze