Followed by shadows wherever we run
It's hard to be clean when the history's done
I'm loving the sunshine but hate what it shows
We don't get away with what the daylight knows
Could never distinguish in a meaningful way
A crack in the concrete from the break of a day
But you know I know that love is pain
So let's poison the world just to feel that way again
In my brain
'Cos I am the Summer but you won't see
Anything solar inside of me
I'm lame and I'm dumbstruck and down on my knees
Looking for healing and finding disease
Whether you guess or as a matter of fact
Downplay the doubts and continue the act
I'm spitting you out cos I was starting to choke
On the temporal fragments of a blue-pill dream
So I'm selling off pieces of "Back in the day"
Feeding myself as I give it all away
All away
I am the Summer but you won't see
Anything solar inside of me
I'm lame and I'm dumbstruck
Down on my knees
Looking for healing and finding disease