Virtue - say Lyrics

Momma's always cryin' and my daddy's always gone
But I feel so sick, I just can't phone home
Feel so sick when that bag's all gone
I just drift through the wind, I don't stay too long

I'm in my 3rd house of the week, bro don't ask me
More than once, know that God ain't gonna shaft me
Pour it up, see them things are gettin' nasty
I put it in her backseat, I put it on her bacne

Why's it take so long?
Gotta look 'em in the face when I take 'em on
Make me no mistake, I'ma make 'em all
I don't know nothin' bout the hate, but I hate them all

Guess it is what it is, and it ain't what it ain't
I'ma eat the shit in silence, so just tell it to me straight
Put that shit behind me, then I fall into my fate
And if you lookin' for a sign, well babe comin' right away

Don't be doin' me no small talk, comin' with a sawed-off
Comin' with a moltov, comin' with a, what?
Livin' raw dog, give the boy a water
I shoulda never called, I never gave a, f*ck

Momma's always cryin' and my daddy's always gone
But I feel so sick, I just can't phone home
Feel so sick when that bag's all gone
I just drift through the wind, I don't stay too long

Still standin, still up on my last limb
Them drugs vanished, but wait until I panic
I can't stand it, all the time that's passin
They treat me like a has-been, but I ain't never had it

This is for my soul, that shit ain't gonna break
If you tryna flirt with death, well, I just took her on a date
Took her for a dance, ballerina ballet
When she takin' off her pants, she do everything I say

No, no, I can't wait to relapse, been a minute
Might just have a drink, I'ma tank with the sippin
S'what I gotta say, cause I can't keep it hidden
I didn't wanna do it, but it fit in with my vision

And I'm bettin' on, I'm bettin' on, I'm bettin' on he didn't
Feelin' all the feelin' wrong, I bet he never did it
Givin' him, I'm givin' him, I'm givin' 'em a lickin
No, no, I just wanna say I was the one, and bitch, I'm still him

Why turn off your call ID? Why ain't you been followin' me?
F*ckin' up my quality, makin' things so hard for me
No, honestly, you're callin' me, I piss on your apology
I did it all, no, probably, and this is how you fall on me?

I walk across that bridge, and I get visions 'bout that boat
I'm not trippin' on, not trippin' on, not trippin' on no hoe
Oh, never, I don't say no, oh, never, I won't go
Trippin' on, not trippin' on, not trippin' on, no hoe

Okay, we livin' on and livin' on and livin' on
Let's go, okay, livin' on and livin' on and livin' on
Let's go, okay, livin' on