Moving too fast now I'm feeling that
Dwelling in the past
Only hurt cause you don't get it back
War up in my mind
Constantly been in belligerence
Decadence taking a part of me
Pardon the shit I lack
Niggas ain't got morals
Insouciant cause I seen the plot
Draining my energy
But to kill em' I won't need a lot
Capable nigga
Shit that I say that I need I went and got
So methodical
The bullet points is where I see the dot
Right now I feel like it's that time to be
Thinking f*ck the world
Not accepting no apologies
20 steps ahead I'm not thinking chronologically
Thoughts too deep
Like something wrong with my psychology
I'm on a higher level
Like a new form of mycology
Should I make peace?
Or f*ck em' up for how they trying me?
Tandem read that room
Cause cause I'm stuck in that duology
Truth gone come to light
Right now I feel it's what I got to see
It's all I gotta' see
Hyper dependent on my own mind
I'm too competent
That confidence is why I am on now
It's my providence
To always follow through my own line
I indoctrinate that I'm that nigga
Through my own eyes
It's been a war up in my mind
That I've been trying to break
Tongue is a blade
I can't be careful all I'm trying to say
I'm a speak my mind
Honestly I felt some kind of way
It hurt more to bite my f*cking tongue
The truth I had to face
It's what I had to face
Allowed a lot of disrespect
But that shit dead now
New disposition
Kind of f*cking with my head now
Reading the room got old so I see read now
Slow down my thinking
Only time I keep my head down
Moving too fast now I'm feeling that
Dwelling in the past
Only hurt cause you don't get it back
War up in my mind
Constantly been in belligerence
Decadence taking a part of me
Pardon the shit I lack
Niggas ain't got morals
Insouciant cause I seen the plot
Draining my energy
But to kill em' I won't need a lot
Capable nigga
Shit that I say that I need I went and got
So methodical
The bullet points is where I see the dot
Life goes in cycles
So now my past is my time skip
Got me on edge
It left at hanging at that mind cliff
God to these niggas
Blasphemy the way my mind flipped
Treason to me how these niggas hate
It make my mind trip
Niggas be expendable
Don't need you in my life
Trepidation in they eyes
When they see me in they sight
Always think outside the box
Cause don't need it to be right
Staying true to me
I recognize my demons through the night
I got some problems in my life
That I'm not trying to fix
Only reason why
Is cause I tried, now I'm now I'm tired as shit
They all don't need saving
That's some shit I guess I had to get, damn
Sometimes I hate that's all I had to get
But that's some shit I guess I had to shake
I'm a man of structure
Ain't got morals won't get time of day
Building on my own
Can't a soul take that shine away
Overwork cause good things come with time
And I'm not trying to wait
No I'm not trying to wait
Moving too fast now I'm feeling that
Dwelling in the past
Only hurt cause you don't get it back
War up in my mind
Constantly been in belligerence
Decadence taking a part of me
Pardon the shit I lack
Niggas ain't got morals
Insouciant cause I seen the plot
Draining my energy
But to kill em' I won't need a lot
Capable nigga
Shit that I say that I need I went and got
So methodical
The bullet points is where I see the dot