Missing memories
Pull me down
To the bottom again
All these
Haunting melodies
In my head
If I fall apart
It's all my fault
The cost of letting myself believe
That things would only get harder and I was the cause of it
All of this trouble with nothing to show for it
I was afflicted and you were the catalyst
If only I'd seen it before
And isn't it sick to think that I was better off without you?
I guess I'll never know
Don't dream of coming around
I won't be here when you come back
I'm off to find my own throne
I'm off to find a place to call my home
And I could see it now
You telling yourself you did the right thing
A twisted sense of pride
You wouldn't know if I was better off, or dead
I've learned so much from missing out
I've felt the pain of being alone
I've held the poison of desire
Somehow I find a way