Vincent T. Allen - Anxiety Lyrics

It's got a grip on me now who am I
When I turn the lights low where do I go
When I finally fall asleep will I find my peace
Or will I keep falling deep
Tripping over my own feet
Feels like one step forward and 2 on back
Will I finally find my stride, find who am I
When does the search end?
Forever looking answers
Lookin for rapture from my never ending thoughts
I'm on 24/7, I'm turned to 11
Know I need to take a break before my mind goes down that windy road
Goes down that windy road
Yeah my anxiety, tends to fight with me
For a second I think i'm winning
Now I'm knocked on my back and winded
Feel the burred perception of my vision
Yeah my anxiety, tends to fight with me
Legs are weak, I can barely speak
Feels like an uphill battle I'm losing
Fought so hard but I'm still losing
Yeah my anxiety, tends to fight with me
A wondering mind goes in rewind
And in my mind I feel like time
Has slowed to stop, has slowed to a stop
Sometimes it feels like I'm always alone
Yet the ones who love me most surround me
The depth of my blindness astounds me
Just give me the keys I've been trapped here too long
I just wanna be free let me sing my own song
Free my old thoughts
Let go what I've lost
Let go what I've lost
It's time to take back love
It's time to take back me
It's time to take back life from worry and fear
It's time to take back love
It's time to take back hope
It's time to take back my life
From my anxiety, tends to fight with me
For a second I think i'm winning
Now I'm knocked on my back and winded
Feel the burred perception of my vision
Yeah my anxiety, tends to fight with me
A wondering mind goes in rewind
And in my mind I feel like time
Has slowed to stop, has slowed to a stop