Victoria Gwendoline - Shit Show Lyrics

I don't wanna be around anybody I don't wanna be around
No I can't stand all that small talk
And no I'm not doing good did I not answer like I should?
I can't stick to the script, cause all my pages ripped in half
Oh I'm so bored of all the blending
Can we all stop pretending cause it's making me sick
Come on you gotta admit
Cause if we're gonna put on a show for each other
Can it at least be something grand?
Where somebody tells the truth for once
And somebody else gets mad for God's sake
Someone tell me a secret
And I'll cross my heart to keep it
And if the night becomes a shit show
At least you got to sit front row
Why you gotta be so proper?
When you've got so much more to offer
Don't you got devotions, emotions, intoxicating potions
The pot ain't gonna stir itself
It ain't gonna smoke itself either
You got the fear of not fitting in fever
You're so scared to stand out, so you bland out
Blend in with the trending then you're looking me up and down
Yeah, I got my people, my people
Yeah, I love my people so much
Yeah, they keep me on my toes
They grew where the flowers grow
Yeah, they're a little crazy and rowdy
They stick out when it's crowded, I know
That they'll be waiting when I get home
For now I'll shimmer on my own
Cause if we're gonna put on a show for each other
Can it at least be something grand?
Where somebody tells the truth for once
And somebody else gets mad for god's sake
Someone tell me a secret
And I'll cross my heart to keep it
And if the night becomes a shit show
You'll have a story for when you get home
Why you gotta be so proper?
When you've got so much more to offer
Don't you got devotions, emotions, intoxicating potions
The pot ain't gonna stir by itself
It ain't gonna smoke itself either
You got the fear of not fitting in fever
You're so scared to stand out, so you bland out
Blend in with the trending then you're looking me up and down