VEXED - It's not the end Lyrics

How can I explain a
Loss this great
No one will ever
Comprehend it or feel
The weight
I used to pray that this
Day would never come
But I guess no one
Got the message
We'll meet again
Don't know where or when
But we'll meet again
Some sunny day
Then I'll be at peace
Forever in sleep
With our memories
Playing on repeat
But for now I wait and hope
I've never felt more alone
Inside the home that
I grew up in
What I'd gove just to
Hear you speak
Or one more day of
Mundane routine
It's the little things
That cut so deep
There's not a moment in
My life that has left me
This traumatised
Learning to navigate
And find my way
Without your guide
They say blood is thicker
Than water but I know
That statement it isn't true
No amount of blood can
Measure the undying love
I had for you
All my greatest moments
You were right there by
My side
No matter what it took
To get there
You'd make the sacrifice
Watching you deteriorate
Whilst putting on the
Bravest face
Broke my heart in a
Million ways
You deserved so
Much more
There's not a moment in
My life that has left me
This traumatised
Learning to navigate and
Find my way without
Your guide
I'd sit in the dark and
Listen to your heart
Beating for the ones
You love and just another
Chance of sunlight on
Your skin surrounded
By your children
The warm breeze
Flowing through the trees
And hearing laughter from
Your family
I know we don't get to
Have you hear forever
But before you go I
Want you to know
It's not the end
We'll meet again
I don't know where
I don't know when
Let's say goodbye
With a smile
Just for a while dear
We must part
It's not the end
We'll meet again
I don't know where
I don't know when
Let's say goodbye
With a smile
Just for a while dear
We must part