Vessel of EL - In the Garden Lyrics

In the garden I will be
Waiting for you as
You come to towards me
I feel your great splendor
Lighting up mine
Let's share all of the moments
I use to deny
Tell me the truth
What am I doing here?
I thought I was lost
But I found my way here
I saw all my friends
I saw all my life
Its been so perfect
But I'm wondering why?
I feel the wind
As it's holding me up
Carrying me forward
To the town up above
Everyone's laughing
I don't hear their pain
They're almost like kids
No crying just games
As I descend I feel
Younger than now
More connected than ever
I feel like I've won
But I don't remember
Getting up here
All I recall is my
Human fear