verqoh - I Wanna Sleep Forever Lyrics

I wanna sleep forever but i always wake up
I wanna love you, but i always fake love
I'm sorry... its just what im made of
I wanna be happy but cant, my pains rough
I dont wanna stay the same but cant
My brains to blame, fun fact
I try to rain my pain but cant
It just fades away then comes back
Lifes boring, yuh, its always the same stuff
Do something, then sleep and then wake up
But i get it, you gotta provide to stay alive
And in due times, i will prolly fade to die
Then change my mind
Thats my time wasted,
Nah, scratch that,
Thats my life wasted
Everyones pacing life but my knifes waiting
For the day im in pain and my lifes aching,
Theres more to life than what meets the eye
But i cant see thru these secret lies
I cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
Cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist
Theres more to life than what meets the eye
But i cant see thru these secret lies
I cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
Cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist
15 years went past, but it felt like 5 minutes
Cant wait till the day my times finish
Searching in my heart but dont like what i find in it
[Searching in my heart but dont like what i find in it]
Theres more to life than what meets the eye
But i cant see thru these secret lies
I cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
Cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist
I wanna sleep forever but i always wake up
I wanna love you, but i always fake love
I'm sorry... its just what im made of
I wanna be happy but cant, my pains rough