I feel numb
The fire that once burned deep inside
Has begun to falter and subside
The touch that once had left me hard
Dulled, like nerves, twisted and scarred
I feel numb
See how deep the rabbithole goes
No dizzying highs or crippling lows
Grip my heart until it breaks
I'll be here, however long it takes
Break away break away break away
No need to turn and fight
Slip away slip away slip away
I'll be there on the other side
I feel dumb
I believed the stories that you told
Every nuanced lie that I've been sold
You crossed your fingers every time
Now you say I've crossed the line
Break away break away break away
No need to turn and fight
Slip away slip away slip away
I'll be there on the other side
Pull me out, I'm falling