Ruin Video (MV)

My reflection is the enemy who stabs me with a stare
That looks straight through all of me completely strips me bare

I can't face the person I've become
I'm so much worse than I seem
I try to hide my failure
So that it can't be seen
I never thought a few mistakes
Would make me who I am

I don't know who I am
But I know who I am not
I'm not the person you'll see smiling
When it's all said and done
I don't know who I am
But I know who I am not
I'm not
The person you think I am

Was once a thought I had to face
But I no longer can
My choices are the haunting
We knew I couldn't bare
A pointless apathy
A stupid point of view I just can't see
The Constant indecision
Will finally ruin me

My reflection is the enemy who stabs me with a stare
That looks straight through all of me completely strips me bare

I don't know who I am
But I know who I am not
I'm not the person you'll see smiling
When it's all said and done
I don't know who I am
But I know who I am not
I'm not
The person you think I am

(I'm not the person you think I am)
I'm not the person you think I am
(the person you think)
I'm not the person you think I am
(the person you think)

I don't know who I am
But I know who I am not
I'm not the person you'll see smiling
When it's said and done
I don't know who I am
But I know who I am not
I'm not
The person you think I am

I don't know who I am
I'm not the person you think I am