Vermont - Friendship Lyrics

Vivid dreams my hands gone cold
I waste time as I grow old
And every-time I find something I need
I end up just hurting me
Repressing what is and always will be real
Pushing back is how I learned to deal
I'm depressed and I can't feel
And I can't move with break-locked wheels

I'm cold, I'm cold
I am so damn

In time I hope you understand
I don't mean to treat you like I treat my friends
Four long years of pretending I have big big plans
I don't mean to treat you like I treat my friends

You left me with this empty nest
You walk away and steal my breath
I didn't need this emptiness
I guess you're just another regret
When water under the bridge has risen to my neck
While I'm drowning in my selfishness
That doesn't mean you're innocent
We were playing the same game you just hedged your bets

I'm cold, I'm cold
I am so damn