Trick or treat you bad these bars is cardiac arrest
I admit this is a heart attack in self defense
My inner critic never let's me live to catch a breath
Missing what we had lil mama had the sweetest stash of love
I knew that shockingly and I ain't want your plug
I was with your cousins plucking feathers out inside the club
Should've listen to myself i wasn't strong enough
Now I'm reminiscing and I'm wishing that i gave a f*ck
I treat you bad and wrong my dear
Girl since, since you been away
Don't you know
Don't you know i been drinking mainey
Hold you close but i let go cuz i was tripping mainly
Off these fickle feelings we exhibit swear it drives me crazy
My insecurity securing me no badges baby
Stumbling and slurring words blurry vision hazy
Coming to terms that ain't no second chances maybe
No complaints from vel, find someone who's worth it, lately
I been in this hell and i know i ain't deserving to marry you
I treat you bad and wrong my dear
Girl since, since you been away
Don't you know
Don't you know i been weak since you left me sour
So addicted to your love the remedy was powder
I been digging in this hole to be my final hour
Just tell me that you miss me when you set the flowers
Swear from this date I'll appreciate
Any woman who gives me her all to take
You made gold out of lead you the realist made
The credit's yours my dearest girl and I'm the one to blame