Veil of the Black Gate - I cut, F You Lyrics

I'm trapped inside my head, these walls are closing in
They say I'm just a mess, a sinner full of sin
I wear this mask, it hides my scars, my tears, my pain
But every time I cut, it feels like I'm alive again

Okay, I cut, f*ck you, I'm bleeding but I'm breathing
You'll never understand the shit that I am feeling
So take your lies, your empty words, and shove them where the sun don't shine
Okay, I cut, f*ck you, this pain is mine

You think you know me, but you don't know the half
I'm broken, bruised, a soul torn in half
You say it's just a phase, a cry for some attention
But you're just blind, you miss the true intention

Okay, I cut, f*ck you, I'm bleeding but I'm breathing
You'll never understand the shit that I am feeling
So take your lies, your empty words, and shove them where the sun don't shine
Okay, I cut, f*ck you, this pain is mine

And in the darkness, I find my peace
These razor lines, they never cease
To show me that I'm still alive
In this f*cked up world where I barely survive

So f*ck your judgment, f*ck your lies
I'm living in this dark disguise
I'm more than what you choose to see
A f*cked up soul, but I'm still free

Okay, I cut, f*ck you, I'm bleeding but I'm breathing
You'll never understand the shit that I am feeling
So take your lies, your empty words, and shove them where the sun don't shine
Okay, I cut, f*ck you, this pain is mine

So don't you judge me, don't you dare
You don't know shit, you never cared
Okay, I cut, f*ck you, this is my life
My f*cked up story, my endless strife

Okay, I cut, f*ck you, I'm bleeding but I'm breathing
You'll never understand the shit that I am feeling
So take your lies, your empty words, and shove them where the sun don't shine
Okay, I cut, f*ck you, this pain is mine