I sit down and paint my brain
With some words, on whatever is close to me
Most of it is nonsense
Mostly jokes that only I'll get
I wish I could explain
I wish I could write better
I wish I wouldn't go blank
I wish I was better
I feel so far away sometimes
I feel disconnected, living in my head
Open up to possible fail
It's a chance you take everyday
You need to just laugh at yourself
You can't let negativity punish you
I wish I could explain
I wish I could write better
I wish I wouldn't go blank
I wish I was better
I feel so far away sometimes
I feel disconnected, living in my head
I feel so far away sometimes
I feel disconnected, living in my head