Vega - thinning Lyrics

I'm spread too thin as if I belong to
Everything besides myself
I miss the days when I felt my own

Touch me completely like you really want to know me
Not just because you only
Pay attention to the things you want to see

Oh what a shame to feel as though you're wasting time
When it's never on your side
When is it my turn to decide
What's the use in pretending that I'll be around
I'd rather just leave now
Please don't keep me in mind

Do you feel what's been under my skin
It feels so restless
I am thinning down a thousand times through

Lonely eyes make it all more sacred
These attempts are overrated
Crack my bones until i'm torn in two

This is her name, the one you keep trying to forget
I am right here
Kneeling beside your feet
Pull me under enough that I can face these things
Until I let them leave
You can't take it away from me

Put me back together
But don't hold it against me