(Brra, brra)
Yeah, please tell me it wasn't real
Was any of it real?
Please tell me why I can't feel
Yeah,
Please tell me why I can't feel
Please tell me why I can't feel
Was any of it real?
Was any of it real?
I don't know how to feel
I'm stuck up in this shell
I just can't leave this shell
Please, God just help me feel
I do not feel real
I don't feel no real-
I don't feel no real emotion,
What is there to feel?
Maybe my heart turned cold and numb
I never saw me switching up,
I never thought I'd be the one
To not feel shit and hurt someone
Try to go and get some love
But half my heart is in my lungs
I try try again
I cannot cry again
Please, God, I can't feel shit
I just wanna feel alive again
Even if I wanna live lies again
Or lose some f*cking friends
Just help me care again
Cause I don't care about shit
I know somewhere deep down
There's some f*cking pain
But I can't really feel it,
So I don't know what to say
I don't know what to feel ever since that accursed day
My mama called me I said
"Mom i promise I'm okay"
I don't know what to feel
Was any of that shit real