Utter hopelessness, so numb I can't feel
The happiness you live that life seems to steal
There is no point in carrying on
My love and my hope are forever gone
Shattered are dreams of a life improved
A slave to my sadness, eternally screwed
It's harder and harder to wake another day
Since the eclipse of my soul, when you passed away
Tears run to the point where I can no longer see
The beauty of birds singing in the trees
I envy the smiles of all those who walk by
And wonder if one day I will no longer cry
A light in darkness seems so far removed
Hell's here on Earth, my life seems to prove
Life's not worth living if living is this way
When you've done nothing wrong but still have to pay
Prayers of the desperate reverberating
My faith has reached annihilating
Suffering is the purpose of living
Powerless against God, it's time that I give in