VETIVER Video (MV)

When did I love you, become the biggest lie
What was once a smile, now turns to sighs
I don't recognize myself in the mirror anymore
All I see is a shell but nothing was in before
Living in the void with no way out
Now paranoia and anxiety's too high count

One of these days, can I feel alive
And not be here simply to survive
Do I exist only to tantalize
Tantalize

I don't wanna be like this forever, is what I put in my letter
But they keep telling me it'll get better
Now do I just look like a beggar
The older I get, the bolder I am to say I'm meant to be alone
Isolated, cold, calculated, till I'm a pile of bones
The only one who's got my back is my very own

One of these days, can I feel alive
And not be here simply to survive
Do I exist only to Tantalize
Tantalize

Feel alive
Feel alive
Feel alive