I unintentionally stuck myself in a situation that I can't back out
I'm officially calling myself a fool for thinking I had it all worked out
In my bed
Half-past dread
The thoughts get lost in my head
In my head, I know nothing at all
I think that I already blew it
But I still have yet to go through it
Not waiting for my luck to change
Make it happen another way
But I think that I already blew it
Tend to jump the gun far too early
Doubting all the things I haven't done
All the years are getting kind of blurry
Did I run out of time before twenty-one
Still in bed
Think ahead
Still getting lost in my head
In my head, I know nothing at all
I think that I already blew it
But I still have yet to go through it
Not waiting for my luck to change
Make it happen another way
But I think that I already blew it
If there's a will, there's a way
Promise I'm not insane
But I cannot stay the same for tomorrow
Is any of this even real
Is this how I actually feel
Guess I have no choice but to accept
I think that I already blew it
But I still have yet to go through it
Not waiting for my luck to change
Make it happen another way
But I think that I already blew it