Vali Boi - In the Doldrums Lyrics

Drink beer or liquor to let go of Stress because the quicker I feel Bitter the faster I'm depressed
And racing thoughts around my Head like a bullet non Suppressed
By the chamber I live in that Keeps me all the way distressed
And I witness this in most of You and all I ever wanted to was
Let you know I'm here for you And that you're not alone
But I'm failing and I know it as An artist as a poet
Though my face will never Show it
All my thoughts show no success

Phone Ringing
All i ever do is
Spend time
Thinking
All he ever does is
Keep on
Sinking
Sitting in his studio
Singing
Singing yeah

F*ck this life

This life wasn't made for me
I've spent my time back in Misery
This life wasn't made for me
Spent all my time in misery

This life wasn't made for me
This life wasn't made for me
This life wasn't made for me

All i ever do is
Spend time
Thinking
All he ever does is
Keep on
Sinking
Sitting in his studio
Singing
Singing yeah

This life wasn't made for me
This life wasn't made for me
This life wasn't made for me
This life wasn't made for me

In the past is where I'm at
Going back looking at
All the times I've spent retract
From what's right in front of me
Simply saying I'm the worst
I'll never win I'm never first
Simply saying I'm the worst
Just put me in my f*cking hearse

Ive spent too much time inside My mind
To be fake and tell you that I'm Fine
Or that I feel important
When All this shits distorted
And I don't want to live
I don't want live

With my

Phone Ringing
All i ever do is
Spend time
Thinking
All he ever does is
Keep on
Sinking
Sitting in his studio
Singing
Singing yeah

This life wasn't made for me
This life wasn't made for me
This life wasn't made for me
This life wasn't made for me