How do I find the strength to go on
When everything I lived for is gone
The happiest days are far behind me
Only to walk around aimlessly
I gave everything I had
Only to came out second best
Im burning all my bridges
And I'm never looking back
Following a path untaken is the only thing that I have left
I need to find the courage to be brave in a world I no longer crave
I thought I had it all figured out
Turns out I was just fooling myself
The pain outgrew me I can no longer cope
A vicious circle of fighting my thoughts
I will Continue on with all that I've got
My chest feels tight
I can no longer breath
The only way I can do this
Is violently
I am who I am
And I've fought so hard to be here
I am who I am
I will not let this affliction defeat me
I am who I am
I stand proud knowing i am alive