Diagnosed my own disease
Prescribed a treatment plan for me
I chose the quickest way
Just to make it through the day
I'm not saying that I'm proud
Breaking everything I vowed
Is there a better way to explain
Why I had to numb my pain
I need an antidote
A remedy
Anything to bring relief
Self-sabotage
My very own defeat
I just need one more fix
To dull the pain
I'm begging you
To keep me sane
My body's turned against me again
I'm dying to be free
Can anybody cure me
I tend to avoid my own reflection
Shame stares straight back at me
Every morning the same
Today will be the day I change
I need an antidote
A remedy
Anything to bring relief
Self-sabotage
My very own defeat
I just need one more fix
To dull the pain
I'm begging you
To keep me sane
My body's turned against me again
I'm dying to be free
Can anybody cure me
And I know I've lost control
Borrowed time has taken its toll
Can you hear my plea
Can anybody cure me
I need an antidote
A remedy
Anything to bring relief
Self-sabotage
My very own defeat
I just need one more fix
To dull the pain
I'm beggin
I'm beggin
To keep me sane
My body's turned against me again
I need an antidote
A remedy
Self-sabotage my very own defeat
Can anybody cure me