Blood Video (MV)

I think they do this to me
I'm certain
I keep on feeling like a freak
I don't have no one to say
"giddy i understand, its okay"
I'm just surrounded by my blood
They're being forced to talk to me

They say "don't worry,
If you can or can't control it"
I want to
I fell in love with feeling bad
It's all I saw kept coming back
I don't mean to be self centered
But I can't help worrying about me

Tell me what you want
Are you wanting me to change
Do I keep on messing up
Do you think it's in my brain

I think I'm scared it's in my brain
But I'm scared of being wrong
Why is fear driving my thoughts
What the hell did I do wrong