Used To Be Apes - New Waves Lyrics

I want to change but it eludes me
Stuck in the same patterns and they're so abusive
So I sit around and mope everyday
Waiting for something to change
All my life I'll feel like a leech
Maybe being a better person is just out of reach
Hour after hour they all pile up
Still in front of me lies an half-empty cup
Dull days and my breath is getting shorter
Life is slipping by I've already spent a quarter
But I never worry
No I don't
The best is far behind me, honey
Better to change than let go
I want to change but it eludes me
Stuck in the same patterns and they're so abusive
So I sit around and mope everyday
Waiting for something to change
If I could I would go back and
Mend all the things that I've done
But I can't so I won't
And I think that I'll disappear for a week
Maybe waste another year
But I never worry
No I don't
The best is far behind me, honey
Better to change than let go
I think I'll grow I'll let go