Issues. (Bonus Track) Video (MV)

Life is running on 2000%
Got these obstacles around me
Trying to pay off this rent
Slowly losing all emotions and I'm starting to cry
But my soul isn't ready to die
I'm still alive

I'm still a motherf*cking loser
Don't ask me for shit
I got all these f*cking issues and I'm ready to quit
Ready to die, but I gotta keep my head on cloud 9
And wear just to hide all these emotions
I'm so motherf*cking awkward, and I
Want to crash this f*cking ride, but I can't f*cking do it
Push me right to the edge
Like a nail, Imma screw it up
Talking all these issues
I don't give a f*ck

Vibrations on my phone
Momma been trying to call me for weeks
I'm afraid to look her in her eyes
And see her fatigue
Couple of days with no sleep
And she's been looking for me
But I'm just hidden inside of my mind avoiding critique
I mean, I got a lot of problems like
Conversations with strangers, I'm so awkward right
Or maybe doing simple tasks (like what?)
Calling for some pizza, I can't even get my order right
This is why I stay to myself
I never understood why people like me
I'm so f*cking weird and I hate myself
Every time I talk
I feel like it's my f*cking fault whenever things go wrong
I hate myself
Prophecy be told, your heart is made of solid gold
Do I believe it or should I hate myself?
Maybe I'll believe it
See the light right through the demons
It's my freedom

I'm a motherf*cking loser