Despair Video (MV)

I was so young and useless
My life just went so senseless
But today I've found that I was more useless by losing everything
Lost my mind, lost myself and I've even lost my sanity

Self destruction
There's no more option
'Till the end of my days
Just find another way

Today I've lost my job
Lost my love
Lost my wife
Lost everything that gave me pride
But I know I can get back up
The only way I could do that would be by giving up alcohol

Self destruction
There's no more option
'Till the end of my days
Just find another way

Today I've ended my life
Lost my fight
Got f*cked up
Twenty bottles is where I've ended up
But Ill be better where I'm going
Lived too fast and now regrets just invade my being

Now I'm dead and gone
I'm underground
My friends mourn
Did they even know what was going on?
Screamed for help no one f*cking listened
You're all sorry now that I'm gone but for how long