Have you found me struggling again?
Unconcerned with ever bridging the valleys between my intuition, common sense, and insecurities
Affected existence
Uncontrollably shifting through space
Unconcerned with
Time and distance or destination
What's left of myself?
My whole imagination
I have never found myself this close to being all I could be
Filling myself with doubt
Have I let this consume me?
Oh it's consuming me
Clouding my aim in ever finding peace
We sift through the shit in this place
Abandoned
What the f*ck?
Drifting, aimless endeavors
I can't be the one to show you the truth
You have to find it on your own
So what is there to do now?
Slipping on impulses
Am I in control of myself?
If I fail to stay above my
Never ending, self raising
Expectations then I must
Re-evaluate something
Face myself, stop creating
More excuses
For the same diseases
Don't let complacency
Find it's way underneath your skin
(I won't let it in, no, never again)
You will find me struggling
Unconcerned with the thought of ever stopping
And lose my chance to
Be something
We can still create in this
Blank haven
Make a name out of anything