Unripe - Tar + Scarlet Lyrics

It's the presence that makes me wanna vomit
Go around spread your scarlet
I'm stuck in the tar
But I'm not real far
From plunging an axe straight to my heart
I'm being smothered in insanity
I'm being smothered in calamity
I gambled so it's my fault
Every chance I took I lost
I'm a fragile lunatic if it only takes one being
To get me to boil and start seething
I'm not really sane, I should take the blame
But I'm still praying to god, you get publicly shamed.
I just can't express
How I feel about this entire mess
I'm the only one that's not blessed
As the only one I feel pissed
You have everyone in your palm
You'll be nothing when life goes on
You just detonate my bomb
I understand, I'm in the wrong
Well I don't wanna say these horrible words
But my body is aching me to go forward
I'm apologetic for my actions
But I have no remorse the second your talking
This is a mirror, and a middle finger
Go around, Go around
It's time to unleash the clogged vents
So that you can have a sense
Of all of my hate
And all my rage