Just me alone with my feelings and dread
I'm listening to Twin Fantasy with the lights off
I have my eyes closed because it's the only alternative to seeing
Unless I take drastic measures
Like scooping out my eyeballs with spoons from 1937
I have this strange dream
And it keeps repeating and it's got me worried
I'm in front of the China King with a shotgun and a goat heart
I open my mouth but I'm not sure which thing I put inside it
I'm just so f*cking sick
Of seeing this eclipse
I'm just so f*cking tired
I'm drained
I told my therapist that I don't need her anymore
She seemed down
And I wanted to ask what was wrong but
Then again, it's not my job to.
Who consoles a consoler?
Her friend lassoed her throat from a closet door
How awful
How sickening
God, it's so tragic
But the president never heard about it
And God didn't stop it
So did it really matter
Did it really matter?
I wanna kill myself in front of a Chinese Restaurant
I'm not quite sure why myself
The setting just feels right
Yeah
I'm gonna kill myself in front of a Chinese Restaurant
Mark it on your calendars
Take the day off of work
Skip your classes for the day
Cuz I'm gonna do it
Don't worry
I don't break promises that easily
I don't break
I don't break
I don't break easy
I wanna kill myself in front of a Chinese Restaurant
I'm not quite sure why myself
The setting just feels right
Yeah
I'm gonna kill myself in front of a Chinese Restaurant
Mark it on your calendars
Take the day off of work
Skip your classes for the day
Cuz I'm gonna do it
Don't worry
I don't break promises that easily
I don't break
I don't break
I don't break easy
I don't break
I don't break
I don't break easy
We don't break
We don't break
We don't break easy
We don't break
We don't break
We don't break easy