Unprepared - I Tried to Kill Myself Lyrics

I tried to kill myself before I turned 18
I'd end up like them boys all on the tiny screens
Wanted to do it so I could be left behind
To ease my suffering or maybe ease my mind
I tried to kill myself before I got too old
I'd end up like all of those sad tales they told
Wanted to do it so they would forget me
Maybe then I could make them all happy

Then I look in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes
And I found God

I tried to kill myself when I was just a kid
To try and forget all the dumb shit that I did
Wanted to do it because I was a fool
Because a child's death always becomes a tool
I tried to kill myself when I was kind of young
Thought I had seen it all, thought that I was done
I couldn't think of all the dreams that I had
Not when times are tough, it's cooler to be sad

Then I look in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes
And I found God

I tried to kill myself before i turned 18
Well all them demons really had a hold on me
I tried to kill myself so I could just relax
Cuz the world is run by people who have cash
I tried to kill myself when I was just a boy
Cuz most of them only view me as a toy
I tried to kill myself cuz I was in my head
Most of the time they only listen when you're dead

Then I look in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes and I found God
Then I looked in your eyes
And I found God