I hope you hate
I hope you despise
Oh everything good
And everything kind
Oh Im the exact person you don't wanna be
They're gonna love you more than they hate me
I reject affection
I don't believe I learned a lesson from that
But I try, I try to make it die
Yet im, yet im too late sometimes
And I end up just thinking why
You kill the moon
You kill the moon
Yeah I survive cause I deserved
And ah and ah and ah and ah
Yeah sometime
You've been shooting at the sky
Hoping it would kill the moon
While im laying face down
Red blood leaking through
I've been making every bad decision that I ever could
Cause im holding on