Unkn0wnMusic - I'm Tired Lyrics

I'm tired, but not the type where I can go to sleep and I'm fine
I try to resurrect my mind from going down into the vines
My head's a mess, and it's gone west, and I say that with my chest, yeah
I should probably focus and try more, but my mind's gone to the floor, and that's not what I'm for
People say you change, but my pain's my anger, and my anger's my pain
Yeah, I try to make everyone happy, but they're still mad at me
I don't even know what for, but my mind feels like it's dying, someone check my vitals cause I think it's vile how they treat me
Yeah, she disowned me, and now out of nowhere she wants to know me
It's confusing, I can't get my head around it, man, it's abusing
Yeah, I'm mentally scarred, and that shit hurts, man, it's hard
They say time heals, nah, man, shit gets real
I try to explain what really happened, but they think I'm lying, man
I'm trying to build bridges, but in reality, they're dying, and for some reason, I haven't
Felt the same since that day
Oh lord, take my pain away, cause I've felt it every single day, and I just wanna feel
Better, but my heart's inside out, and it's cold just like this f*cking weather
I wanna get better, I just wanna f*cking get better