Close My Eyes Video (MV)

I try to close my eyes, but all I see is lies Don't know if I'm alright, or if I'm upright
I close my eyes, my life's like a flick knife, push it and twist it inside I've learned a lot of lessons from depression I just hope these thoughts don't get aggressive
Tell me to say my feelings before I suppress it, till you second guess it I'm okay, but that makes me a liar, and I'm lower than I've ever been Felt this way since I was a kid
I don't wanna sound selfish, but the pasts in the past, so I'm letting it pass I close my eyes, push it and twist it inside
I've learned a lot of lessons from depression I just hope these thoughts don't get aggressive Tell me to save my feelings before I suppress it, till you second guess it
I'm okay, but that makes me a liar, and it feels like my body's on fire, I'm not much of a trier Maybe that's why I'm not alright, maybe that's why I don't try
If I could, I'd give up tonight, but that's not right I close my eyes, I'm not much of a trier Maybe that's why I'm not alright, maybe that's why I don't try
If I could give up, I'd give up tonight, but that's not right That's not right Yeah, that's not right