I been searching just for something that could fare me well
But keep running back in circles like a carousel
All these masks full of lies that I be wearing well
Cause every time I say I'm fine it's just a fairytale
Looked upon a star, I wished I was a kid again
I wasn't ripped apart and everything was innocent
Cause ever since, I've wished and hoped that I could disappear
In the sense that I could cope with all the things I fear
Where is the time?
Reminiscing about all the years
(hey)
I know
Where is my mind?
Is there no one to numb all my fears?
(happily after)
I've been searching just for something that could make me happy
I walk around and question life cause no one understands me
My heart is starving for affection like it's in a pantry
A broken record, recollecting of a broken family
Uh, vivid visions of my death
Second guessing what is real or what is getting in my head
Rather stress about the nothings than be happier instead
And every breath I take to break myself until there's nothing left
Where is the time?
Reminiscing about all the years
(hey)
I know
Where is my mind?
Is there no one to numb all my fears?
(happily after)