My Secret Truth Video (MV)

God help me, I wish you'd hate me
But of course, that would be too easy
An angel without wings or a halo
That's why you're so hard to let go
Why must you be such a good friend?
Why'd you ever reply to my text?
Like a moth to the flame I return
To a light that I know will burn
Me out like a phoenix with a wizard
My heart is caught up in an emotional blizzard
It hurts to say I'm happy for you
When you're with him
But you're too good to me
Yeah, I don't deserve you
Yet you believed in me
When I threw myself into
The deep end of all my self doubting
To my darkest thoughts
I love you as a friend
But I want you as a lover
Like two peas in a pod
We compliment each-other
Maybe in another life
We could grow old together
Pretend it's just us
In my head there is only you
You're there in my multiverse of madness
Running with me, no trace of sadness
Raw feelings, raw thoughts, no filter
Nothing so small as a splinter
When I gaze into your blazing blue eyes
I see your possibilities in life
The girl with a beautiful soul
But you really could do with a
Spine to speak up and just say what you think
Because when it's not me you just step back and sink
I love that about you, but I wish we were more in sync
But you're too good to me
Yeah I don't deserve you
Yet you believed in me
When I threw myself into
The deep end of all my self doubting
To my darkest thoughts
I love you as a friend
But I want you as a lover
Like two peas in a pod
We compliment each-other
Maybe in another life, we could grow old together
Pretend it's just us
In my head there is only you
Too many thoughts and too little words
Too much colour not enough concern
And it's so unfair
Why can't I be there?
Why must we be so compromising?
Is this love or a teenage crush?
I know that it's more than lust
And it's so unfair
Why can't I be there?
I wish I was ignorant and selfish
(I wish I was ignorant and selfish)
But you're too good to me
Yeah I don't deserve you
Yet you believed in me
When I threw myself into
The deep end of all my self doubting
To my darkest thoughts
I love you as a friend
But I want you as a lover
Like two peas in a pod
We compliment each-other
Maybe in another life, we could grow old together
Pretend it's just us
In my heart you're my secret truth