Rage
The feeling of my sanity as it sinks beneath my soul
True clarity
Of what my eyes have sought
To uncover a deep secret of a life drenched in a cloth
My hands
Begin to shake within my thoughts
Anxiety awaiting me attacking every cause
To an ending
Of what I thought was true
A love that was established as a simple convenience for you
You were my life
I won't be pushed by the thoughts that designed this fear
A brittle exit
So quick so clean
If you wanted easy you should have stopped at the beginning
A distant message of a career without me
Did you think this situation ends without pain
If you felt that you were distant
From the arms that hold your seams
Of the very goals that I supported with my everything
Only to give up your passion
Of a simple love you say
Is too complicated for an overwhelming life you say
What
That voice has returned again
Blaming me for the decisions I know weren't my fault
Yet the voice is getting louder
It's entangling presence is getting harder to ignore
Why
This mental state will be the end of me
If I continue to be haunted by insanity
Hold out
This pressing matter is almost over
Breathe breathe breathe
Two and a half years my life's been with you
My very dreams were to continue this life with you
In a few months, what has changed
To make you turn away from me
An act of faith
I should have known better
I should have caught the walk
I should have thought this bond here was a shaking rotten spot
My confession clouds my world to the panic that was caught
Like an infectious disease
Without a cure
Not a drop
You can't cure me
I don't want to suffer this every day
I can't lead on
God please take away this pain
There is no other way
Please guide me through
Don't let my thoughts become the best of me
Rage
The feeling of my sanity as it sinks beneath my soul
True clarity
Of what my eyes have sought
To uncover a deep secret of a life drenched in a cloth
My hands
Begin to shake within my thoughts
Anxiety awaiting me attacking every cause
To an ending
Of what I thought was true
A love that was established as a simple convenience for you
You were my life
I won't be pushed by the thoughts that designed this fear
By this fear