Rigid in my ears, through the heart to pierce the flesh
Flesh
Pain from the head to the thigh, to the chest
Pop half of some X whenever I get a check
Or whenever I'm stressed
I'm tired of sippin' Four Lokos, where the vok?
Kept it stashed wit' the gas in the zip locks
Ion even wanna talk, y'all dismissive
I stay up in that kitchen
Layin' down till my glitches
Stop putting me in ditches
But 'bout four years that a jit been explicit
Pop an eddy, I'm finished
Not caring what it diminish
It's late, I've already been in it
It prolly took shit a minute
Of sippin' till I found out my limit
Sick, tryna count up my digits
Before I turn to a snippet
But till then, bitch, f*ck what you heard
Stay up in the ridge 'nd flock up wit' the birds
Know niggas ain't wit' me, so I kick'em to the curb
I'ma make sure it works, ion care if it 'surd, yuh
You keep coming back to the words
I left you empty-handed
I keep thinking about the worst
It was all misunderstandings
Hopefully, you can see my perspective
I'm hanging on, I feel cold, I went rigid
You hide your hands, I don't want, I can't give in
I let you go, but you see that I'm living?
That I'm living
That I'm living
That I'm living
That I'm living