At a loss for words
Should've dodged the curves
Now I'm off the road
With no wheel to turn
Don't think I haven't noticed
On the floor I'm choking
On the inside fire's burning
On the outside I'm close to blowing
So tell me who the f*ck am I?
Will I just go and live another life when I die?
Or will this pain come and go
F*cking show up then hide
I feel slipping as I'm demised and forgotten
Personality's protected me often
At the end I can't pretend my brain isn't rotten
Dug myself into this ditch I always get lost in
Hope you love to hate the ways we seem to duplicate
Every situation makes me crave a snub .38
Taste the barrel in my mouth and I can't f*cking wait
To see the people that I love agonize in pain
I'm soul hunting
Lost my composure
Lost it all
Death brings me closer
As I drop the ball
Soul hunt